Day 37

[baizelovers]

I have made it to day 37. Things were getting into a routine until school started back up. This was a whole new routine as to when I would smoke so that took some getting used to. Still not as hard as weeks 1-3. Monday I forgot to take my Chantix. This week has been hard. I have cut back on the Chantix due to dreams about smoking which made mornings hard again. Missing Monday made Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday more difficult. Subconsciously reaching for a cigarette when getting in the car. Eventually I will need to come off the Chantix and I suspect it will be hard all over again. I should not have nicotine in my system anymore so the Withdrawal symptoms caught me off guard.