Day 16 and..

[anaussiemom]

 I finally got off my duff and started really cleaning the fur, dust...


Then got on Elliptical for a very short time and

Made dinner. 

Honestly could barely move, couldn't breath well.

I thought after a couple weeks I would feel something besides  apathetic body parts. 

I was bummed that I was wheezing.  I know I want to much to soon" Right?!  (I have inhalers and more)
I do hope my breathing gets better.
Woke up wheezing a lil"  I am hoping cuz" it is terribly dry in the house.  Is that possible?

Even over summer I could cut the grass. Not easy but doable.  Not now" I fear!  I am addicted to cutting grass, silly I know. (Yelling) Such an awesome workout and I can see the accomplished sweat driven task complete!  Dopamine" Ahhhhhhhhhh.


I want to mention the night sweats stopped the first week.  Tossing and turning however is not friendly to me,  Par for the course. 
I am exhaustipated "  My brain asks the strangest Q's" at night. 

Lord  have mercy, on my brain and vessel that I have abused for almost 50 yrs.

And so it is.  Amen.

I hope
To You All and Myself.