Day 9

[anaussiemom]

I seem to now be waking up with urgency, to get to a cigarette.  I even reason quickly why its ok to run to smoke. Do not recall going thru this before.
  Thank goodness there are none in our home.
 
Then I seem to snap back, and it is ok, and  under control.

I cannot really wake up slowly, with two hungary" dogs and 2 cats.  I will prevail