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A bit of a punch in the gut.

alysonoholic
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Well, I saw the oral surgeon for a consult today and he let me know that I don't even have enough bone to graft to for implants for those front four teeth. It's quite the kink in my plans and I am actually really upset about how the referring dentist handled the whole thing from the beginning. The surgeon has referred me to yet another doctor because he wasn't very pleased, either. 

I sent a message to my longtime friend who is a dentist in New York; he has been pep talking me through this and has offered to be my second opinion going forward.

It's such a bummer all around and I am at least hoping that a bridge is possible because my denture is so uncomfortable and having to take my teeth out at night puts a major damper on my dating. 

Anyway, I'm not gonna smoke about it.

I've mostly been feeling pretty great these days with an occasional craving but they pass fairly quickly now. I've got another errand to run before I grab dinner but I'll come back tonight to try to catch up. Miss y'all.

39 DOF

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This is actually my third wind on becomeanex.org - in February 2013 I quit for over 6 months before relapsing and realizing I was going to have to start all over again. And then that happened again. So, I'm back here to get at it. I've tried quitting so many times now it's not even that funny. I had basically been smoking since I was 13 (so, 25 years now) and was tired of letting something so stupid and expensive run my life to the extent that it did. In general, I am a pretty healthy person. I work out regularly, I eat well most of the time..it just seemed ridiculous to keep subjecting myself to being stinky and ultimately sick. I know cigarettes don't actually bring anything positive to my life, it was just hard to think of a future that didn't include the habits I had built around them. But now that I am 38 I am determined to live a healthy, well-balanced life and take more time to enjoy my home, my friends, my 2 cats, my city and a life free of cigarettes.