ahhshucks

Epic fail........

Blog Post created by ahhshucks on Oct 30, 2017

Point blank.  I smoked on Saturday,  didn't even make it to 60 days.  I could use all the standard excuses, but it doesn't matter.  I smoked.   To be honest, with everything going on in my life (like a lot of people here).  I truly felt I was going crazy.

So........................there it is.

I am so disappointed with myself.

Looking at the triggers and how I can change what I do. 

Did I feel better after I smoked?  Yes and no.  My addicted brain says yes, my logical brain says no.

 

I know I can do this, I was smoke free for 50 plus days.  So, disappointed in myself.

I am hitting the reset button and begin again on Wednesday.

 

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