It has been a while since I have posted anything I hope you are all doing well. I am still going strong and have not touched a cigarette since 2 January 2017 ! I had a dream the other night that I started smoking again could even feel the smoke in my lungs wow was I angry at myself in the dream hee hee luckily that is all it was. I have entered a pattern now of having vivid dreams and battling to get good sleep it will pass I am sure but heck its a pain.
I almost feel now being so far into quitting I feel like I have shed the shell of the smoker and gone back to a more happier time in my life when I didn't smoke. My marriage is strong loving and awesome my little girl is going to start big school next year my band has been nominated as one of the top acts and we have been booked solid for months so I am very blessed. When I started this quit I focused alot on self doubt and also nervous feelings of relapsing but by God's grace here i am take up the challenge to make life beautiful step through that smoke cloud because a positive mind and attitude will bring you many blessings and help you hit goals you never thought were possible.
Have a super duper week
God bless
