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Think Again!

abbynormal42
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Think you can't quit? THINK AGAIN! I was a pack-and-a-half-a-day smoker who often lit one cigarette off the other. And I haven't touched one in over a year!

Think you're going through too much stress right now to quit? THINK AGAIN! I chose to quit during one of the most stressful times in my life. (Shortly after finding out I had an incurable--and sometimes fatal--autoimmune disease AND while watching one of my dearest friends die from terminal illness.)

Think you like smoking too much to give it up? THINK AGAIN! Think about all the things you hate about it--the smell, the cough, the cost, the fear/guilt/shame, etc. Now think about what you "like" about it. Is it the buzz? Because that's just your brain flooding with chemicals that are causing damage. Think you like that first cigarette of the day? Because what you are really feeling when you light up that first one is relief after an 8-hour withdrawal period. It's not enjoyment. It's addiction.

Think you've already done enough damage and might as well keep smoking? THINK AGAIN! Your body begins healing itself immediately after you put out that last cigarette. In fact, after 20 minutes, your pulse and blood pressure start to return to normal, and fibers in your bronchial tubes start to move again, sweeping gunk out of the lungs. In 20 minutes. That's less time than it takes to watch a sitcom!

Think you can have just one? THINK AGAIN! I once quit for 11 years, and I tried having "just one" at a party. (I won't go into the reasons why. I'll just say it was a stupid decision and leave it at that.) Within weeks I was back up to more than a pack a day.

Think these withdrawal symptoms and cravings will never end? THINK AGAIN! I was a miserable wretch for the first few weeks. My mood was awful. I was constantly angry and constantly tired. (Not to mention constantly hungry!) But somewhere around a month after I quit, I started to notice that I was feeling a bit more like myself. I wasn't so angry all the time. I no longer thought about cigarettes constantly. I still had work to do, but I started to feel like I could really do this. (And incidentally, even though I mentioned above that I threw away a quit after many years, that doesn't mean that I was craving for all those years. Most of that time I never thought about smoking at all!)

Thinking about quitting? Now there's something worth thinking about!

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I'm no stranger to quitting smoking. I quit back in 2003 with the help of an online forum similar to this one, and I remained quit for 11 years. Then, during a particularly difficult time in my life, I made the tragic mistake of thinking I could have "just one" cigarette. Just one was all it took. Within weeks, I was back to smoking a pack a day. I would try for 4 years to quit, stopping for as long as 6 months to a year before starting again. Then, at the end of 2018, I'd had enough. I decided it was time to quit for good, but in order to do that, I needed to figure out what I'd been doing wrong in my previous attempts. After some soul searching, I figured it out: I needed to take smoking off the table and stop romancing the cigarette for good. You see, I never really changed my attitude about smoking. I thought it was something I missed. In the deep recesses of my addict brain I still thought of smoking as an "option"--an option for dealing with stress, anxiety, depression, weight, etc. A small voice inside my head whispered that I could always return to the habit if life ever got too hard. So while I didn't battle the constant cravings during those 11 years I was quit, my inner addict still lived on the hope that one day something would send me running back to the habit. Which, of course, is exactly what happened. So what makes this quit different? Now I know without a doubt that smoking doesn't solve problems. It only creates new ones. I have taken smoking off the table and declared once and for all that it is not an option for me.