I came out on my newly set up front porch with its canvas awnings, plants, table and chairs, rocking chairs, wreath and other decorations this morning. As I sipped my coffee, started up my computer and watched the squirrels eat the wild mushrooms in my yard from the wet spring - it hit me - "gee, a cigarette would be nice right now.!"
REALLY? Almost five years and the thoughts are STILL there? Just thoughts ---- but REALLY?!! Easy to dismiss, but there nonetheless.
Stay vigilant, my friends! This addiction can be a killer!