I Had A Smokemare Last Night!

Blog Post created by Youngatheart.7.4.12 on Mar 25, 2017

I am over 4 1/2 years quit - and I am STILL having one every once in awhile!  In this one, I was trying to create order out of chaos, cleaning  up a HUGE mess and rearranging  furniture in a space too small to fit it.....and I had a deadline to get it done (I may be watching too many "American Pickers!").  I was taking a break and was thinking about a cigarette and actually DID convince myself that just one wouldn't hurt!  During my argument with myself about it, I even recreated how it would taste and feel (and, unlike reality, it was WONDERFUL!).  The dream didn't actually include the smoking.

Remain vigilant, my friends!  While a dream is easy to overlook, the reality is that we will always be addicts!