DAY 40

Blog Post created by Wendyjok on Mar 20, 2018

 Wow. Day 40....I was really beginning to believe I was going crazy or was going to be hospitalized for being clinically depressed. After my big cry weekend - and believe me it was a cry weekend !All day... All night... It was horrible.

 I decided on Sunday night that I was going to go to bed and really really try to wake up positive on Monday morning. I have to tell you - it actually worked. I kept telling myself that I was going to have a good attitude I was going to find things that make me happy, say things that make me happy, make other people happy and just keep a positive attitude.

 So far so good!  I don't want to go back to where I was at on days 30,31 and 32. It was horrible. Doing much better now and still smokefree. My absolute biggest fear was going back to smoking because I couldn't cope with what was going on with me. After reading many other stories and knowing that other people have gone through it as well, made me feel a lot better. Thank you everyone for all of your positive words over the last 40 days.Your encouragement means more than you'll ever know!You are all