I Been wanting to Blog for a day are two now but wasn't sure what to say......i was told my some to say what i feel well here it goes....Where do i belong? i feel kind of lost some times because i am on 161 days free and it feels good. But i'm past the four months for nml and i'm not close enough to become a elder yet so where should i be right now? i do read what i can and i do want to help others but a little scared when it comes to that because some days i feel like i'm not going to make it though i get them feelings to smoke. Yep don't want to say that but i do BUT I also know its a NOPE... I KNOW I CAN DO THIS but what to do now? Can anybody help me are am i to just keep reading?