Still plugging. Staying busy.
Update since last time. Feel like i am in the doldrums. No direction and no wind to fill the sails. Motivation none existence.
Did see a psychologist and got on a medication which should help. Have been able to focus a bit more, have been spending my weekends de-shitting my garage. The last 3 weekends so far, i fill up 2-3 large trash cans for Monday pickup.
Going through the process of organizing. I see a plan starting to develop, but it is slow in coming.
A few nicotine thoughts still creep in, but still doing the N.O.P.E.