Gary's Thoughts 8/17/20

Blog Post created by Tsaddik1 on Aug 18, 2020

First, I want to thank everyone for their posts. They have helped a great deal. Second(and last), I've been going thru some very difficult times of late. And I haven't even quit yet! Been on this Depression roller coaster for about 3 weeks now and I'm really struggling. So if I appear to be inconsistent, not showing up, monosyllabic replies, please don't take it personally. My motivation level is about Zero now for everything including quitting. I have managed to cut my nic consumption for now quite a bit, yet I'm feeling totally "stuck" and hopeless. So, I'll quit with the whining now; just trying to be honest and own my feelings. Thanks again for the support, and dare I say, Love that I've felt from those on this site. May God be kind to each of you and keep you healthy and happy. Gary out...