Well I gave away my last two cartons of cigarettes to a young man who is dry walling a room in my house. Even after 32 days I still had thoughts of what if I decide to smoke again down the road! Also felt bad about aiding his addiction but knew he was not at the quit point. Did not want to throw the cartons away and at the same time did not want to keep them in the house. And I know that I am never going to smoke again but the mind really tries to drag you back into sick thinking.