I thought I loved to smoke.
I learned to hate everything about smoking.
Now I feel absolutely nothing at all about it!
How would I feel something about a dead leaf wrapped in paper and dipped in 7000 chemicals? It's just a thing. Nicotine is not for me but it does exist. So do Scorpions but I don't want to hug them - yet I don't hate them for being what they are!
I wouldn't be crazy about salesmen that could talk me into believing I need (can't be happy without) scorpions, though! And I detest Big Tobacco for their lies at the expense of people's lives for the love of money!
It took Years of Recovery to come to this point. Our relationship with Nicotine, Tobacco, and Sickerettes evolves with our Qut Journey! Give it time!