Crossroads

[Thelastquit2019]

My first time posting,although I have been here daily reading.It has helped tremendously with my quit.Im at a crossroads as always, at the 4 month marker .I have been at this same exact place many times and failed ,I’m trying so hard to push past this place this go around .Lots of things have happened  since I qiuit September 9 th 2019 .Sometimes I think, how the heck have I made it this far without failing?but I have so I must keep at it .Thank you all for being here.