AAAAHHHHHGGGGRRRRR Craving. First Sun PLUS an opportunity that is scaring me - to sail three weeks in Norway on a little boat in May - must move out of my room at this house first and do some other life admin..... I've got this far, I'm glad I'm a non smoker, but DAMN those rollies did go well with beer in beer gardens or at the park! Can I feel a bit sad and yet happy at the same time? At the Polish shop I bought a few beers and the men in front of me were buying cheap rolling tobacco and marlboro's, One of the men had hundreds of self harming scars and a pair of dice tatoo on his neck drawn by someone who hadn't quite learnt how to render cuboids. Deep breath. NOPE. SINAO. ****. KEEP WINNING! XX ATTITUDE ADJUSTMENT.