TBenyi

First Smokemare

Blog Post created by TBenyi on Jul 1, 2018

So I was dreaming last night about renovating a house. I dreamt that I went to sleep, woke up. Saw a pack of cigarettes of a brand I do not recognize. I immediately took one and lit up. Oddly enough in my dream I thought "Why the hell did I just do that?? I didn't even want one!! Now I have to start all over! ugh.." So I am proud of myself that my subconscious apparently agrees with my quitting but now I have wanted a cigarette all day even though I know I don't want one. It's frustrating and annoying. I thought I was just starting to get a handle on this

 

*sighs and takes a deep breath* I won't smoke I don't want to go back to day one again but man this is aggravating.

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