So, some how I got a bug. Which made me absolutely miserable. All in my sinuses. Pain in my teeth, eyes, and ears. Couldnt taste or hear much. But still wanted that cig. First day had one, didnt help how felt. By day two I didnt want anything except water, meds,and sleep. Day three feeling better but bad cough with mucus. Now day four. Havent smoked, still coughing, but that devil is on my shoulder again. I've been thinking about why I want to smoke a lot. The triggers and habits. The promises I've made to people that I will try to stop and mean it! Not having pack in the house or around has really helped. Why does it have to be so hard????????
