So, I got a notice today that it was my 6 mos. Milestone. But I have to confess, I lost my job on January 2, 2019 and the first thing I did was went and bought a pack. I didn't think about it, rationalize it, fight against it...i just did it. I put my big gurl pantues back on on January 18. I feel sadness that i let my quit go that easy, but, i feel proud that i picked back up with the quitting. I am a quitter but i'm not.