When When

[Slickwillie]

So I am on day 60 of my quit and Still having dreams about smoking and feeling like I am missing out on something. I know I’m know that my life is better in smobriety than an ashtray but I see smoking everywhere my favorite shows, in movies. Everywhere.

a lot of what I see I can process like the shitty butts on the ground and feel regret and am tired of noticing all that shit.

when am I going to get over this.

 I don’t want to smoke. Consciously.

when I fail, even in my dreams I feel terrible and I don’t want to keep having these dreams.