Showiestodin

Having a Fabulous Day

Blog Post created by Showiestodin on Oct 6, 2017

Hello, my family of fellow EX’ers. I haven’t been around much lately. I just needed some reflection on where I've been and where I am going.I have been enjoying my new-found freedom. I have just entered NML, with 36 DOF. It really does feel like a couple of months have passed by instead of a few weeks.

 

I have been feeling dazed and confused these days. I am getting a little irritated being unable to maintain focus or concentration on what I am doing. Hopefully that won’t last long. Oh my, I’ve been having constant dreams about smoking. Most times I wake up saying NO. Other times I take a puff and wake up saying NO. Different scenarios with every dream. I hope that goes away as well and soon too.

 

It is almost as if the devil is after me day and night. I can’t seem to find any peace lately. It’s not going to rule me. I intend on having a fabulous day to the best of my ability.

 

You all have a wonderful, beautiful, glorious day.

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