If I am dying any way, by way of my organs giving out, why bother.? I just got my lab results from yesterday, not good, not only has my Pancreas given out but now my liver has worsened and my Thyroid has worsened. I am very discouraged right now. I just seem to keep crying. I wonder what is the point at this point to stay quit. Why shouldn’t I live out the rest of my days with ole’ faithful? This does not make for a happy 3 weeks, 21 days, today. I feel like just throwing in the towel and never look back again. Sometimes to much is too much.