Good afternoon everyone. I'm checking in with 28 DOF. Been good except I've been having moments of wanting, romancing the idea of smoking a cigarette. Those ideas come usually at night. Boredom probably. I know that if I have just one cigarette, it'll be just one pkg. then just one month after another, into years of smoking again. And I don't have years to smoke. If I start back I've been given 18 months is all. So I really need to protect this quit. I'll get some emotional depression, laughter, silliness - which is fun at times, deep thoughts. I guess it's just me learning life without cigarettes. It really is a new me. A new way of living, thinking about things, handling situations and just being still and quiet. A new and improved me. I am happier without smoking. I feel good about myself. Proud even.