I technically am diagnosed: schizo-affective bi-polar disorder with depression, type 2 diabetes, hypothyroid, high blood pressure and high blood glucose. I have conquered panic attacks - I haven't had one in over 2 maybe 3 years now and I stopped with the med's for that 2-3 years ago too. I got separated at that time as well and I intend on staying separated too. Now I thought that because of my illnesses I'd never be able to quit. I thought I was to weak, unmotivated and down right terrified that I would die if I quit. I decided enough is enough, now or never, I'm doing this. I am a non smoker. And I am going to be happy about it too. No taking it out on anyone. No vices. Just to put them down and keep on walking. So that is what I've been doing. keep on keeping on with a good positive attitude and staying as happy as I can. Who knows when things will get worse. So I am going to enjoy where I am now today. So happy 14 DOF. I hit the 2 week mark. Never thought that was possible for me. Yet here I am. And I love it here at EX and at 2 weeks. Yayyy for all of us!