Today is day 40. I'm starting to understand the no man's land term. Not sure how to feel... The reminders of smoking or the pleasure of no withdrawals are constant. I have no intention of smoking but hope the self talk stops soon. It's like having a complete conversation with pros and cons in my head. I thought it would get easier with time but seems to be getting harder. While this too will pass as I go through this process i wish I had a fast forward button!
