Giving up

[ShellyDabrio]

Another day has past that I planned to quit. I just can’t seem to do this, I’ve tried so many times. I hate smoking, I feel like crap, I just can’t get started. Can I really have been doing this for 38 years? I’d like to have some purpose other than sitting here smoking all day. Being disabled for 12 years I don’t know what to do with myself. I hate everything about cigarettes and yet I can’t let them go, another tomorrow gone...