BooM!

[ShellCecil]

Well.. this was attempt #1.. failed.

Stress got the best of me. I made it and on my 4th day.. I about lost my marbles. It was unbearable. 

So.. I'm once again setting a Quit date of January 31st and spend next weeks developing a stress plan. I thought If I quit on my day off I'd be ok... But I didn't factor in the What ifs.. like stress at work.. dealing with my brother suicide still.. fiance serving our country in a  new battle zone..  I ain't got this like I thought. I'm not giving up on me though!

I CAN DO THIS!