My struggle with trauma that has cost me 13 years of anxiety and depression.

Blog Post created by Sersic6 on Jun 14, 2020

There was a time where i wished to die in my sleep.  But for years now i have woken up in the morning. I know smoking is poison but i cant face anymore anxiety or depression.  Ive turned to scripture even though i haven't worshipped in 13 years.  Im just terrified to quit.  Every after noon i loose energy and i lay down and thoughts of fear and sorrow run through my mind.  I am very weak i know.