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Learning to breathe through the craves

SaraPeach
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I'm more than halfway through day 6 and feeling pretty good at the moment. I've had some ups and downs throughout this week and a few smoking "thoughts" today, such as "I should go buy cigarettes," or "it sure would be nice to smoke right now," which I have learned to counter with things like "I don't do that anymore," and "One cigarette may be somewhat nice, but I can never stop at just one." I'm learning to breathe through these thoughts and cravings. The fact that I quit before for 9 years has been a major help in this quit, because I remember that life without smoking is way better than life as a smoker and I remember that I went years and years without even contemplating picking up a cigarette. In fact, for the past 8ish years, I couldn't believe I was ever a smoker. I am so glad I am no longer wasting so much money every day on smoking and I no longer have to feel guilty about going outside for a smoke and leaving my cat (she's my baby and we're basically attached at the hip).

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I quit 9 years ago, on May 23, 2009, and recently started smoking again in April of 2018 due to being in a really bad spot mentally from an abusive relationship. I never in a million years thought I would ever smoke again. I never craved cigarettes anymore. I had taken up running, ran marathons and ultramarathons, and overall, enjoyed leading a healthy lifestyle. But I was in such a bad spot, that I decided to take the risk of smoking because I was desperate and thought maybe it would help change my brain chemistry somehow. I thought I could just smoke one or a few day but within just a few days, that quickly turned into a pack most days (more than I ever used to smoke before I quit in 2009!). When I was not smoking, I enjoyed hiking, running, playing with my cat, cooking, baking, and reading. I just got into backpacking last summer and want to do longer trips. It's hard to be very active or take overnight trips with non-smokers while being a smoker! I want to have better lung capacity and endurance again.