I had a rough time last night. Small spat with the husband after dinner. Went to my room and watched Netflix until bedtime. I'm really nervous about going to work today. Although I worked the weekend and made it through, a certain "someone", that gets under my skin, when I did smoke, and who gets the weekends off, will be there today. I'm already getting anxious just thinking about interacting w/said "someone". I'm going to tell them I just quit smoking so they better stay outta my face......wait, that won't work. Bringing it down a notch, I'll say: I just quit smoking so if you could NEVER TALK TO ME AGAIN, EVER, THAT'D BE GREAT! That would feel good but I need to bring it down a bit more. I think I'll just not talk to "someone" at all and when they ask why I'll say, I quit smoking and I don't want to hurt you. I'll let you know how that goes. I'm also expecting a call from the doctor's office to set up my knee replacement surgery. It'll be sometime in October as the doctor is booked till then. I thought about calling in so I wouldn't miss the call and didn't have to put up with "someone" but I can't hide forever....
Wish me luck getting through my workday w/o killing "someone" I will NOT let "someone" take away my 4 day quit! I've worked too hard for it! See you when I get home.
Sara
