After a serous talk with my doctor, her and I will come up with a plan together that will be safe for me and my mental well being. As I continue to slow way down as we get that my plan worked out, I will also be coming here as this has already been such a huge support system and so informational. As for this month my doctor needs to be able to tell if this new medication will work as it takes up to 4 weeks and won’t see clear results if I’m going through the stress of quitting. I will be trying to go from my normal 9 a day to 4 a day to start with. Thank you to everyone for all your support. I’m definitely going to need you all through this journey!