Sorry to hear that. I see you've been here for a while, but I don't remember seeing any posts for you. Take advantage of using the support you can receive from the community. Reach out for help before you smoke--that's what we're for. Get back on track. If you didn't do so before, educate yourself about nicotine addiction and create/revisit your quit plan. These are the tools you can fall back on when you hit a rough patch.
We're here to support you. So reach out anytime you need encouragement.
Barb