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Knowledge Is Power

RoseH
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I haven’t been online here for a while…  I am over two and one-half years quit, and I feel complete now, without a cigarette in my mouth!  I come here to basically help others because it helps me too.  In my opinion, the psychological effects of smoking are much harder to overcome than the physical action of drowning the cigarette!

 

When I look in the mirror, that person is the only one who can make the decision to quit smoking!  Quitting smoking is a mental and physical commitment!  Quitting smoking takes patience and learning and a strong will!  I truly had to believe that it was the best decision I ever made to improve my health!  And the only way those qualities become totally clear is when we fully realize that the addiction to Nicotine is as strong as someone who uses drugs, like Heroin!

 

I find it amazing that some new quitters become so impatient and constantly ask, “When will the cravings go away?”  Everyone is different…  How long did you smoke?  If you smoked for decades, how can you possibly think that you will be smoke free within a week, two weeks…a month?  Be realistic!  Now if you are like me, when I hit bottom, and I could not breathe…  What I am saying is, we all have to hit our own individual “bottom”, like a drug addict!  Because that is what we are!  When we finally realize we truly are an addict...  true progress begins!

 

If I can quit after 50 years, of smoking like a chimney, there are no excuses good enough to give up!

 

I wish you all a very happy and smoke free Tuesday, and let’s all keep our beautiful and precious quits!  Rosemary

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I was 57 years old and smoking like a chimney in September 2003. I was also having medical problems and upon my doctor’s diagnosis, I knew I had to quit smoking. I was scheduled and admitted to the hospital in October 2003. I had a total hysterectomy and was recuperating, when a nurse found me upset in my room and she told me to try to calm down, and take a deep breath… I could not take a deep breath! In fact, I had to be put on oxygen immediately! I was terrified. A medical specialist was brought in, and that is when I learned I had COPD (Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease). My x-rays confirmed it, and the direct cause was smoking [since I was 15 years old]. I had double pneumonia as an infant, so my lungs were fragile, even when I was very young… I had to stay an extra week and they pumped steroids and antibiotics in my arm so I could breathe on my own, again. My nose got so sore with those oxygen cannulas in both nostrils. Hindsight is always 20/20. I should have never started smoking. However, peer pressure was awful when I was 15 years old. A few of my classmates dared me to light up and smoke one… I remember that first taste and how I coughed from the smoke. It was awful! But I wanted to “belong”, so I smoked until the addiction took hold of me! Back to the hospital room… I was terrified. I quit. I stayed that way for six whole months. My husband, Ed quit with me. We were doing great and then one day I said to him, “My life feels empty. Do you think we’ve got this quitting thing under control? Do you think we can have just a few a day? Before I could say another word, he was off in the car to buy some cigarettes… We both lit up when he returned, and I felt like my throat and lungs were on fire! I smashed it out and coughed! “I will never do that again!” But an addict’s lies are just that! Before long I was smoking over a pack a day again… The truth is that I had no idea how terrible the “addiction” to the drug Nicotine was. I smoked for another decade or two and each day I would tell myself that I would quit “tomorrow”. Don’t be as naïve’ as I was about this slowly killing addiction! Quit now! I would not be using two inhalers if I would have kept my quit way back then…