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I always hated the smell of cigarette smoke and the mess left behind from cigarettes. However, for some crazy reason I decided to "try" a cigarette at the age of around 33. At that point I became a smoker. I hid it from everyone because I did not want to be judged. Now at 46, I am ready to let it go. I stopped for about 3 weeks and loved the way the way I felt, the way I was not ashamed to hug people for fear that they would smell the smoke on me. I want that for always.