Worst day ever yesterday. Hubs has a tumor taking up his whole lung on right side. No fluid drawn because it was a tumor!!! Did I mention his whole lung is full of a tumor. In 4 months it has taken over. Also some major organs. This is my best friend and my . Tons of tears from kiddos and family. I will tell our story one day soon I hope. Maybe sooner than later. My 1st reaction after the news was get a pack. You will feel better. Anyone would understand. Then I looked in the mirror with my swollen bloodshot eyes and said...no because you're a non smoker now. I laughed a little took a deep breath, drank some water, and I didn't smoke by the Grace of God! I know the Lord is in this quit with me. To have found this place and actually be able to overcome!! Even in a grave situation and high stress!! that's because of God,education, planning, preparing for triggers, and putting into action the tools we have been given!! It works. If I can do it... You can do it, and we can all do it.
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NotOnePuffEVER!! No reason is a good reason. Hang in there. This 2 shall pass
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Rachel you are so strong in this quit. And you were so supportive. To wake up and see that you tagged me in conversations that you were hoping would inspire me to quit really means the world to me. I pray for your family and your husband’s recovery. When bad things happen all I wanna do is smoke, and then it makes me feel worse. I’m sure you are feeling pretty bad, but at the same time you have to be proud of yourself that you did not smoke yesterday.