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Plowing through on day 54

Pops
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‎11-15-2018 08:33 AM

Good morning EXers!!!

So the old man winter is back in Maryland this morning....This is the first snow of the year today.  I personally don't think it is anything to worry about, but these Marylanders are just a bunch of nondriving idiots.  I've never seen any sect of this country as inept @ driving, than Marylanders....A little sprinkle, or heaven help us...if it is snow....then the state goes into a panic.  OMG!  Shut down "all of the schools"....call in sick....are we going to get another snow day?  I can't drive through all of the black ice...geez louise....it's panic everywhere, and for no reason at all....

I so am looking forward to putting Maryland in my rearview mirror.  I simply hate this state.  They tax too high, and support the base entirely too little.  They impose personal choice laws i.e., right to own, or women's' rights....  You name it.  If you thought you had a say in it...you were sadly mistaken.

All right....enough already...I have been whining every since I started to write this blog....So, let me get onto some good stuff....today...I have been away from any fashion of smoke whatsoever....for a total of 54 days!!! That includes no zinger thoughts, or desire to sample one more...for the good times....Who am I kidding? ...There weren't any good times anyway.  They were always a lie.

I hope you can enjoy your smokefree day today.  Remember...."keep them away from your face"...

Pops w/54 DOF!!! Woo Hoo!!!!!

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Hi, and thanks for stopping by to read my page....My name is Ken Bishop...aka, Pops. I am a stubborn older addict of nicotine....I have quit on numerous occasions in the past, and have experienced great rewards as a direct result of not ingesting deadly toxins into my bloodstream. One of the curses of having a strong constitution that seems to be able to withstand much more than others can...is this...my body would still be able to move around, and get things accomplished even after I was poisoned by the harmful effects of nicotine addiction. Eventually, the harm became so significant, that not even I, with all of my denial...could avoid the truth that to continue to smoke, would most assuredly be the death of me, and in short order as well. On Sept 1st, of 2018...I found myself in a rehab facility for alcohol abuse, and came very near death. I quit messing around, and had a deep and moving spiritual encounter, and have remained sober without one single urge to pick up a drink since. That was after consuming copious amounts of booze for many years in the past. After a short while.. I asked for spiritual help from my creator to make it possible for me to get the same amount of conviction towards finally being able to successfully put down nicotine once and for all...As of....(September 14th, 2019)...I have 17 days of living smokefree! Woo Hoo!!! Friends and family are all very proud and happy for me. They have asked me what I thought was the turning point, after having experienced so many failed attempts before. I simply reply, "I took the God Shot". xoxoxo Pops update: in Dec of 19 when the stock market started going nuts...I used that as an excuse to start smoking again. I see-sawed back and forth for severa months, and when the COVID crisis hit, I simply lost all desire to be smokefree...I was going to smoke & that was final. Well, as always...the pains of excessive injestion of nicotine into my blood stream...(one puff is all it takes) started affecting my everyday life again...I knew I had to quit placating my inner child and grow up and accept a life without nicotine. The normal person would read this and say well duh...finally he's getting it. But the normally addicted nicotine addict would understand...weird huh? So now I'm back with a new quit date of July 8th, 2020 & am hoping that I can accept that as a perfect quit date that does not need to be changed. Thanks for reading and good luck to you in your quit journey. Pops w 4 DOF!