Update on my coworker well didn't make it to day 3 broke down and had a CIG! I told her she needed to go to the library down the street get on the computer and read everything she could before making another try at it. So we will see if she listens ! Oh well feeling much better didn't have a crying spell today over my mom. Hopefully she has found my dad and they are in heaven together or she's out visiting cause I no longer feel her in my home. Today is day 52 wow days just keep piling up I'm so proud of myself . But I make my VOW and I'm sticking to it which is surprising for me but I really think this time is actually my final quit ..after so many attempt sure didn't happen over NIGHT!