Oh my my grandkids from new jersey showed up tonight 2 of my grand kids that LIVE very close where here what a mad house with the 4 of them together thank God they went to there other grandmothers cause I just to stressed out . No has nothing to do with wanting a smoke just stressed from the kids all raising he'll. Dr appointment have to go for cat scan in 2 weeks and MRI at same time on my lungs and have to see diabetic Dr as well between the 3 maybe they have so e answers . Heartburn terrible tonight going to bed . I still vow never to smoke again . And I never will til the day I die.