I am so sorry for being gone so long.
I am living in a very dark place right now.
I have been struggling with some very dark thoughts that are not healthy.
My roommates have done as I asked and locked away anything with which I might hurt myself.
I have, may it never be so, even contemplated death sticks once more.
A slower method than some of the other things that have crossed my mind, but, just as deadly to me.
I will be fighting to come back and regain sanity once again and leave this dark place behind.