I had a friend stop by this afternoon to visit.
They made a comment that I was just so complacent about the health issues I have had over the last six years. They also said that if it were them they would be mad as hell about things.
I got to wondering if that was how everyone saw me during these times.
After a few minutes I had an answer for them.
I am not complacent about the things I am going through.
I am really p*ssed about these things.
However, I cannot change a single one of them.
I can accept the things that are happening and still be mad about them.
I might seem very calm about things, but, inside I am cussing up a blue streak.
It is acceptable to be mad and upset about what sickorettes have done to our bodies.
I had to choose between letting anger control me, or accepting things for what they are.
I chose to not let anger and bitterness control me.
I deal with these things and go on.
I will make the most of what I have and go on.
Just one more thing in my journey.
One step, and then another, will get you to where you want to be.