Tough Morning

[NeedToBe]

Yikes, woke this morning and could not get outta bed. Kept running thru my mind, get up, start coffee, get paper and grab a smoke.

Finally got up, kept breathing, get on my mantra, "Well, I don't do that anymore."

First time its been difficult to look at the crave and discard.

Feeling a little better writing this, but got a bad feeling a about today.