I'm really fighting with myself today, and to be honest as you must in recovery, I lost.
I tried. I managed to make the craving go away after breakfast for awhile, but when i came back inside the house, I slipped.
I am going through some very stressfull thoughts and feelings this morning. About quitting and how i'm going to be able to quit when I'm going through my period and also struggling with a situation in my life that not a lot of people would understand or can accept without judgement. So i can't really talk about it, unfortunately.
Sitting here almost crying when writing this. just going through a lot of pain right now and I'm just not sure if I can do it.