since cutting back on the nicotine, and due to other events in my life, my mood has taken a crash.
i found this study that was very close to me. I will post the link here. This is why i am scared.
I've already been having these sorts of issues this past week, and they are worrying the people who care about me.
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3729285/
Warning it is long, but I encourage you to read through it.
My psychiatrist still has not gotten back to me, and i hope she does on Monday. because maybe she can help.
I take a variety of psychiatric medications, and the last time we tried one of the recommended ones here in the study, my bipolar got even worse. To the point where i started acting not myself at all and it scared the hell out of my boyfriend.
I'm just scared.
