I enjoyed reading AussieMom's Diary of a Mad Woman and find inspiration from the comments and blogs. Wednesday is when I meet with my late pastor's wife and that is when I quit. My therapist told me not to worry about quitting now, but I find I am smoking more and more. 24 since last Thursday. I am going to throw away the cigs, lighters and ashtray. I can't afford cigs economically or physically. I'm tired of showering twice a day to try to get rid of the stench. With God's help and guidance I can do it.