So last night I had my first test of my non-smoking week. I was at a women in business networking event that provided free drinks. This is normally something I am all over. The only thing better than a refreshing cocktail is a free cocktail! However, I opted for water instead. I am still on shaky ground and didn't think that even one glass of wine was a good idea. A few people even asked me to head outside with them after one of the speakers had wrapped up. I told them NO...that I was no longer a smoker. I would like to say that I felt good about that at the time. But I didn't. I really wanted to be a smoker with them right at that moment. Waking up this morning I did feel a little better about it. But still not quite as happy as I would like to be. Oh well....one day at a time....one battle at a time. Some day I will be really happy about all this!
Hopefully I will be feeling better about everything soon because I have a couple bottles of wine that I purchased in Madrid when I was there over the summer that I have been dying to crack open.
