Came here to write my thoughts down. It's so beautiful outside right now, but there feels like there is a storm brewing inside. I can't seem to find a place for myself today. Restless and antsy. I have been bouncing from one thing to the next without finishing anything. Not typical for me. I don't feel an urge or a crave. It's just a thought, but I suppose it's enough of a thought to make me uncomfortable. For some reason it's hard to even read my 12 step book, which is odd because I've been doing reading everyday and getting a lot out of it. Not so much today. Well, those are my thoughts for now. I think I will give the outdoors another try. I know it will be okay.