Good Morning

[MichelleDiane]

Good morning ex community.  I've been behind the scenes for about a month now trying to figure out to to get back to my journey.  I know I can't go back, but I will keep the lessons I learned to help me towards a better future one day at a time.  My first challenge other than not smoking (both I believe equally important) is acceptance.  I don't believe I truly accept that I am an addict and I was powerless over nicotine.  I do see that now, but will go through a deeper acceptance through my journey.  I am happy to be back and be free from cigarettes.  Last night I took the remainder of a pack and soaked it under water and threw it away with my lighter.  I am going to take my life back one day at a time.

All the best,

Michelle