I'm sitting here wondering what to say. I know I will have good days and bad days and that smoking will not change that. I have a hard time giving myself permission to not be peppy all the time. I feel that by not being upbeat I am going to jeopardize my quit even though I rationally know that to be false. I woke up this morning and was surprised that I didn't have the overwhelming thoughts about smoking. So, why the blahs? Because there are some days that are like that. Not good, not bad, just blah.