From day 1-50 I felt free, clean, I didn't want a smoke at all I was so happy not to stink anymore I was truly happy! For the last couple of days the thought of smoking had crossed me too many times for comfort. I haven't done it. I won't do it. I just wish this longing this urge would go away. Im constantly reminded by my thoughts that I was once a smoker. Im ready to be the free and happy me again. Im on day 56 or something like that I haven't taken a look at my quit plan. I know this is no man's land but it sucks. Im feeling down, depressed and in the dumps. Someone please help me out of this hole!